you confused too?

life is confusing...
i thought it was right..it wasnt...
i thought he was the one..he wasnt...
i thought i could do it...i couldnt..
i thought i could have had it all...n yes,i didnt..

to benny,move on...the longer,the worse it gets...trust me..
its hard...but hey,nothing is easy in this world...

life sucks,now even more...

but for now,i shall enjoy my pd trip...

ignorance is bliss;)

miss kek jay lyn:)

i miss the times we spent in mcds.

the chinese uncle,the funny guy with the funny voice at the counter,and loads of other stuff.i remember the many times you belanjad me.and remember that girl from your church who came to accounts?damn over kan?muahahahahah!and heather's boyfriend!...hahaha..ohoh,remember,'jay,do not dig your own grave..'.guees half of my secondary after-school-life was spent with you.im sorry for ditching you for you know who,it was foolish of me,leaving you all alone with prawn..sorry for calling you stupid at some point.i did not mean it at all.you see,that is exactly how i speak with my siblings...you are my sister,so get the picture?...thanks for being there for me..you made me think more positively,put god first..stiil wish you were with my cousin..koffkoff;)..you are one of the funniest person i ever met..you know that eh?...lolz..all in all.I LOVE YOU!....hahaha,,miss you budak...lovessss:)

sorry havent sent your dresses honey:(..

good nite',world...

ignorance is....SAD

THINGS I DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND NOW..

1)MATHS-M1
2)CHEM-just a little,here and there
3)the importance of malaysian studies
4)why all my classes has to start at 8am
5)why life has to BE so hard.
6)why my dad is not a prime minister or something like that

regardless of all that,happy birthday mr.gopi kuppuchitty;)

results are going to be out so soon..will i succeed?

dear god,help me kay.i loves you lotsa;)..although my spiritual life is pretty much down the drain,ur a great god.

fyi,still not done with global warming essay.

chaochao:)