tadaa....:)

GOT UP IN THE MORNING,10AM.

THANKS TO MY HUMAN ALARM CLOCK,MY MUM:)

'CRYSTAL,CRYSTAL!'...SO YEAH...HAD TO GET UP...

MANDI MANDI,HAD MY FAV HORLICKS,THEN MUM ASKED ME TO BAKE CHOCOLATE CHIPS...SHES BEEN HAVING FLU,SORE THROAT,ETC.SO HAD TO TOLONG.

FYI,I SUCK AT BAKING.SIS IS THE PRO.

ANYWAY,IT TURNED OUT OKAY LA...

THEN MADE LUNCH FOR MUM.NASI GORENG CINA WITH FRIED CHICKEN.

I SUCK AT COOKING,BUT THE MEAL TURNED OUT REALLLLLLLLLY GOOD.NO KIDDING;)PRAISE GOD!

OOOH,JAY DID EXTREMELY WELL IN HER EXAMS AND SHE JUST GOT HER TOOTH EXTRACTED;)IM HAPPY FOR HER....*referrence to her exams*

well,it has been a rough week.havent been nerding much.

OOOH,TOMORROW GOING LUNCH WITH KIN,JER,VY AND ALL..

THE USUAL 6 OF US:)

BUT...JENG JENG JENG....

MY VYVY WILL BE AT PENANG:(..SHE CANT JOIN US:(...

SADLY,OTHER DAYS KIN AND TIM AND I CANT MAKE IT.SORI VYVY.

WE WILL MISS YOU:)

ANYWAY,GUESS WHAT?

GONNA SIT FOR MY JPJ TEST THIS FRIDAY...

IM KINDA SCARED AND EXCITED..

REALLY HOPE I PASS.HELP ME KAY,GOD?-PUPPY EYES-

IM GIFTED LA.MY DRIVING INSTRUCTER,ABANG IZAT IS REALLY A FUN DUDE.

HES REALLY TALKATIVE AND SO AM I.LOL.

BY THE WAY...

I STARTED THIS NEW HABIT.LOL.

TALKING TO GOD EVERY NIGHT.

BEFORE I SLEEP LA.USUALLY I JUST THANK HIM,SAY LORD'S PRAYER AND TIDUR.....

BUT FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS....BEEN LIKE,YOU KNOW...LIKE HOW I TALK TO A FRIEND?...IT FEELS GOOD ACTUALLY:)

OOH,AND I REALISED SOMETHING FROM YESTERDAY...

NOT ALL FRIENDS ARE REAL FRIENDS.LOL.

SO LONG;)

WHERE'S MY GIFT?

TEEHEE.

ITS THE SEASON:)

SIS GOT ME SPEAKERS FOR MY PC.SO SWEET EH?

I NEED TO GET MY FAMILY SOMETHING TOO.AND MY DARLING EX8:)

OHOH,WE ALL WENT OUT WITH TIM THE OTHER DAY.THE USUAL 6 OF US.

TIM,VY,JAY,KIN,JER AND I;)

KIN HAD EXAMS AND JER HAD STATS CLASS.

JAN JOINED US TOO.WISHED SHWE AND ALL COULD HAVE COME TOO.

NEVERTHELESS,WE HAD AWESOME FUN.

JAN MADE US RUN IN THE RAIN.LOL

WE HAD KL CHILDRENS DAY YESTERDAY.

PJ KIDS DID WELL,AS USUAL;)

WELL....TALKING ABOUT GIFTS.

I WAS WONDERING WHAT WAS GOD'S GIFT FOR ME THIS YEAR.

OF COURSE,HIS SACRIFICE ON THE CROSS WAS THE BEST GIFT EVER.

BUT FOR 2010,I REALISED TWO IMPORTANT GIFTS GOD HAS GIVEN ME.

1) MY AMAZING FAMILY!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING.THROUGH MY HAPINESS,THROUGH MY JOY,YOU ALL WERE THERE.WELL,I KNOW,I AM THE REBEL OF THE HOUSE.TEEHEE.YOUNGEST MA.

MANJA;)

PAPA,MUMMY,ANA AND AKA,IM BLESSED TO HAVE YOU ALL AS MY FAMILY;)

2)MY SISTERS FROM ANOTHER MOTHER!

EX8:)

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT.WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR SO LONG AND NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US.TRULY,YOU GUYS ARE GODSENT.WHATEVER HAPPENS,EX8 FOREVER AND EVER:)

JINGLE BELLS:)

christmas is around the corner:)

going to thailand on christmas night with family:)

anyway...

had a short holiday with mum.Went to kedah,then penang.

well,all in all,it was fun and spiritually edifying:)

i just feel bad about children's day.

suppose to help with choral speaking,ffk last minute.

suppose to help with emcee-ing,ffk last minute.

this is what i am afraid of at times.

most of time,actually.

FAILING PEOPLE.

MAKING PEOPLE COUNT ON YOU,THEN POOF!,DISAPPEAR!

having your family count you,having your friends count on you,having people you barely know count on you,..its tiring...

this whole alevels things...

EDUCATION IS FUN...

BUT TO COME TO THE POINT WHERE ITS FUN,IT TAKES YOUR SWEAT AND BLOOD...

well.WHEN THE TOUGH GETS GOING,THE GOING GETS TOUGH EH?

SO INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING,IM GOING TO....

MAKE.A.DIFFERENCE.

keke.

one step at a time la kay;)

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

well said.

IN SHORT,DONT BE AFRAID OF.YOURSELF.

ANYWAY,HOHOHOHOHO!MERRY CHRISTMAS!