gratitude:)

thank you GOD for

1)solving my problems:)

2)undertaking for high praise

3)for the healing you are going to give amanda and joel

4)helping me pass my test tomorrow

5)helping jer speak in cempaka today

6)stop me from procastinating and start nerding

7)for the good friends around me

8)for loving me,regardless.

tooooooooo infinity;)

love.you.jesus.

BLUEEK.TRIALS.BLUEEEEK.

or MAYBE IM JUST DUMB.

BLAAARRRGHHHH.

ENUF ' SAID.

YOU GUYS.

JANANI ANAND

SHWETAMBRA

KEK JAY LYN

PUTERI NURSYIFA

IVY HONG

KAVINA KAUR

PAVALLAM SIVAKUMAR

YOU GUYS ARE AN AMAZING BUNCH OF PEOPLE.

IF I WAS ASKED,WHAT WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME,BESIDES OTHER STUFF LAH,IT WOULD BE YOU GUYS.

BEING WITH 7 OF YOU GUYS,I CAN BE WHAT I WANT,SAY WHAT I WANT,ETC.OF COURSE IVY WOULD SHUT UP GRIS,BUT HAHA;)

YOU GUYS GET WHAT I MEAN RIGHT?

JAY,SORRY FOR CALLING YOU STUPID AT SOME POINT.YOU KNOW I DID NOT MEAN THAT.FOR ALL THOSE TIMES I DITCHED YOU FOR -YOU-KNOW-WHO,IM SORRY.

JAN,MY P.I.C..SORRY IF I FFK-ED YOU LAST MINUTE for our outings.THANKS FOR ALL THOSE GOOD FOOD;0..AND SORRY I DROPPED YOUR CAMERA YEA.;)

PUTERI,YOU ARE ONE GREAT FRIEND.SORRY FOR CALLING YOU TULANG:(..I LOVE YOUR ASS NOW:)KEKE.

SHWE,SORRY FOR TEASING YOU ABOUT BK,OR ABOUT YOUR EATING HABITS.BUT REALLY,YOU LOST ALOT OF WEIGHT.YOU TOO,JAN.

IVY,SORRY FOR ALL THOSE TIMES I BLAMED YOU FOR NO REASON ABOUT YOU-KNOW-WHO.LOVE YOU HONG.

KAV.ERM...SORRY ABOUT ALL THOSE TRANSPORT JOKES.LOL!THANKS FOR SHARING ZEE MOMENTS WITH ME.I STOPPED WATCHING THOUGH:)

PAV,SORRY FOR ALL THOSE TIMES I GOT PISSED CAUSE YOU COULD NOT MAKE IT FOR OUR X8 OUTINGS;0...LOVES YOUS...

IN SHORT,I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.NO OTHER FRIENDS,BOYS,OR WHATEVER,(EXCLUDING CULLEN,JKN:)...CAN SEPARATE US...

TO EX8!

A STEP UP?

WELL....WE ALL AGREED THE OTHER DAY...

THAT IT WAS AFTER CF CAMP THAT THE FIRE,THE PASSION FOR GOD..WAS KINDLED...

EVER SINCE CF CAMP,I SEE GOD FROM ANOTHER PERSPECTIVE.WELL,I BOUGHT THE BOOK,PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE.IT IS LIKE A JOURNAL,WHERE YOU FIND YOUR PURPOSE IN LIFE.

ATTENDING ALPHA COURSE,CF,THE 11AM PRAYER,WELL.I FEEL LIKE IM ONE STEP UP THE SPIRITUAL LADDER.

LIKE THERE IS THIS CHANGE IN ME,YOU KNOW?

I USE TO WONDER,WHY DID GOD EVEN CREATE ME?

I DO NOT HAVE ANY TALENTS OR I AM NOT EVEN SPIRITUAL.

BUT YES,GOD DOES HAVE A PURPOSE IN MY LIFE.

HE WANTS ME TO LOVE HIM.AND TELL MY FRIENDS THAT HE LOVES THE TOO.THAT'S IT.SIMPLE.

IT IS THIS LOVING PART THAT IS HARD..SOMETIMES,I TEND TO THINK LIFE IS JUST ABOUT SCORING GOOD RESULTS,MARRY,HAPPY FAMILY,DO GOOD AND YOU DIE.

BUT DID JESUS REALLY DIE ON THE CROSS JUST FOR THAT?

WE OUGHT TO WORSHIP HIM.

YOU SEE,WORSHIP IS A LIFESTYLE...NOT JUST COMING TO CF,GOING CHURCH.THEN ONCE YOUR BACK HOME OR TO COLL,YOU BECOME WORLDLY.

WE TAKE GOD FOR GRANTED.WE ASSUME THAT,SINCE HE SAID HE WILL BE THERE FOR US ALL THE TIME,SO WHAT.CHILL,ENJOY.

PAIN COMES,PRAY.PAIN GOES,STRAY.

I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO KNOW CHRIST IS THE ONE.BUT THE FEAR,

FEAR OF PARENTS.FEAR OF SO MANY OTHER THINGS.

CHRISTIANITY IS NOT JUST ANOTHER RELIGION.IT IS WAYYYY BEYOND THAT.

IT IS A RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIST.A REAL RELATIONSHIP.

YOU DONT HAVE TO BE SCARED OF HIM.JUST LOVE HIM.

THATS IT.

if only i had it my way...

1) WHY MUST COLLEGE CALL THE PARENTS UP?

2)WHY EDEXCEL FEES SO EXPENSIVE?

3)WHY IS CHEMISTRY SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?

4)WHY IS TRIALS SO NEAR?

....LIFE IS SUCH,I ASSUME.

WHEN PROBLEMS COME.THEY ALL COME ONE SHOT.

BUT IF GOOD TIMES DOES NOT LAST,SAME GOES TO PROBLEMS:)

AND MR-I-WILL-BE-THERE-FOR-YOU-ALWAYS,THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY:)

BEYOND EXPECTATIONS..

god is amazing...

that thursday,woke up about 7am,packed,rushed to college,had a short prayer,got into bus...

sat wit cheryl.talked alot.laughed alot.honestly,i did not have that much expectations for the camp..

stopped at tapah..tapau-ed kfc with amanda,vy and li xian.think that's where i lost my wallet.

reached camerons.super excited.same dorm with becks,mandy,joanne,heng choc(shaving cream,;), yi xin,cheryl,crossy,carol..in other words,all noisy people;)...

first session was amazing.went to the altar to help 'catch' those who were falling..then weirdly,started crying for no reason..only then i realised..it was god's convictions upon me..pastor ben prayed and yes,i fell.god's power was to strong..pas ben said that i made god my servant.that i read the bible and prayed just for duty sake.that i am...

the apple of his eye;)..

my heaRT just broke..after that.god kept speaking to me from sessions to sessions..

had really good fellowship:)

met amazing people..kenneth,super lame..dorm partners,super hyper..su yin,yo mama jokes..my awesome nissi group members...;)..sean tay,super selamba guy..

and garry,was amazing..his dance skills;)

in short,i felt god.

and i know,i should let the world know him too.share his love.

tell them that hey,jesus died for you too..

:)

cf committee,guess god blessed this camp like never before;)

i.is.like.