you confused too?

life is confusing...
i thought it was right..it wasnt...
i thought he was the one..he wasnt...
i thought i could do it...i couldnt..
i thought i could have had it all...n yes,i didnt..

to benny,move on...the longer,the worse it gets...trust me..
its hard...but hey,nothing is easy in this world...

life sucks,now even more...

but for now,i shall enjoy my pd trip...

ignorance is bliss;)

miss kek jay lyn:)

i miss the times we spent in mcds.

the chinese uncle,the funny guy with the funny voice at the counter,and loads of other stuff.i remember the many times you belanjad me.and remember that girl from your church who came to accounts?damn over kan?muahahahahah!and heather's boyfriend!...hahaha..ohoh,remember,'jay,do not dig your own grave..'.guees half of my secondary after-school-life was spent with you.im sorry for ditching you for you know who,it was foolish of me,leaving you all alone with prawn..sorry for calling you stupid at some point.i did not mean it at all.you see,that is exactly how i speak with my siblings...you are my sister,so get the picture?...thanks for being there for me..you made me think more positively,put god first..stiil wish you were with my cousin..koffkoff;)..you are one of the funniest person i ever met..you know that eh?...lolz..all in all.I LOVE YOU!....hahaha,,miss you budak...lovessss:)

sorry havent sent your dresses honey:(..

good nite',world...

ignorance is....SAD

THINGS I DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND NOW..

1)MATHS-M1
2)CHEM-just a little,here and there
3)the importance of malaysian studies
4)why all my classes has to start at 8am
5)why life has to BE so hard.
6)why my dad is not a prime minister or something like that

regardless of all that,happy birthday mr.gopi kuppuchitty;)

results are going to be out so soon..will i succeed?

dear god,help me kay.i loves you lotsa;)..although my spiritual life is pretty much down the drain,ur a great god.

fyi,still not done with global warming essay.

chaochao:)

finally....

yes,i havent been updating my blog for quite awhile...suki pun marah...

lolz...lets see,my hp keypad gone sasau.bro went to collect it from mr.poon's shop.

currently,doing my global warming essay.mr.vj must be soo pleased.anyway,new timetale is so annoying.sigh..

last night was mcrave!we went over to to zen's for make up and so on.god bless jay for lending me her dress.after this must go shopping already for dresses.ok mum?:)

suk was a tooth fairy/bridesmaid/flowergirl/john's girlfriend.;)..baby zhen was a super hawt hawaian chick;)her hair and tattoo was awesome!darling krys was LILO!...
EVERYONE LOOKED GOOD BUT GUES WHAT?...hujan...however,our great god stopped the rain by 9pm:)the performances was great..especially kenneth,the rapper..super awesome...:)..makan makan,camwhore,n i chaoed by 10.15pm.cos mumy was alredi outside;)..balik and guess what?they played this movie called badsha on vannavil!.its a super old movie but my favourite actor yang lakon.so yea,damn excited!by 12am,was like a kangkung edi..tidur...btw,i miss ex8;)..the fun we use to have dressing up and all;)...and suk,krys,zen,u guys know i love yawl;)..koks n zen,cepat upload gambar kay?lovess!

hari ini apa jadi?

6.45 am
snooze

7.00am
snooze

9.45am
two misscalls frm zen baby.

yes i missed biology class in the morning.but guees what..?

-drum rolls-

mr.mohan had to attend some meeting and he didnt teach...

-dhfksdaghdjkbfhusddhfwjklfnhuhuhu-

dat was the sound of joy;)...so yeaa,texted suk baby.she was gna meet mr.micheal regarding her taekwnado club.lolz..that girl i tell you,nampak je sweet,but inside...merbahaya..lolz..texted benny.lunch at 11.30am..but was at college by 11am,had campus revo with the cf group.twas good:)..lunch at BK.talked alot bout 'cheesecake'...love is complicating...but benny came to CF!YEAH:)..

we played this game called marriage..twas fun but i gt pissed abit cos everyone was talkin n yea..serene was like....'gris u okay?..chill okay?..lolz..n ERIC came to my rescue!..he was like '
can everyone plz cooperate and listen to griselda?...'awww..thanks man..malvin from DUMC was sooo funnay i tell you...overall,CF was fun:)..walked back with ashvin,the new student council member.YEAH:0...KEEP HEARING THE SONG SMILE BY UNCLE KRACKER...more than 40 times edi..lolz...doing my 'zine report.got the global warming thing.sigh...dad was singing my mum some really old songs.romantic but funnay!...mums off to the pharmacy..n thanks des..'still tido but good morning anyway..'so sweeto..lolz..back to the 'zine report...chao

darn....

i know you hate me now...after what i told you...but its for better good...

must nerd chemistry....more and more chemistry...

lunched with aaron,zhen,suk,krystle and priya joined us too..!

had chap fan:0..good food...malaysian studies ended early..thank god!..now,must go todo..zzzzz..

p.s:benny made my day.thought me how to laugh again.thx;)