like the wind.

yeap.2010 just passed like that.

IN A WAY, I AM GLAD.

2010 WASNT THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE.

BAD SPM RESULTS,LEARNING WHO YOU'RE TRUE FRIENDS ARE,CULTURE SHOCK,MISSING HIGH SCHOOL,AND OOOH,I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST.BLUEEEKKK.

NOW WHEN I THINK OF 2010,MAYBE I SHUDNT HAVE STARTED COLLEGE SO FAST.

MAYBE I CHOSE THE WRONG SUBJECTS.

MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING ELSE.

WHY MEDICINE?...PRACTICALLLY MOST PEOPLE I KNOW WANT TO be DOCTORS,ACCOUNTANTS,ETC.

WHY MEDICINE?...READ THIS SURVEY IN THE STAR YESTERDAY.MORE LIKE A INTERVIEW LA.WALAO MAN.IT WAS ABOUT THIS GIRL,JUST STARTED HER HOUSEMANSHIP.

ITS REALLY NOT WHAT THEY SHOW IN HOUSE,ER AND SO ON.

SO WHY MEDICINE?...I GUESS,I WANT TO RELIEVE PAIN.THE JOY OF SAVING A PERSON'S LIFE,OR EVEN JUST HELPING TO RECOVER FROM A FEVER.

BEING A DOCTOR,PEOPLE COME TO YOU ON THE WORST DAY OF THEIR LIVES.

HAVING TO BE ABLE TO CURE THEM,THAT'S BLISS.

AND I ALWAYS LOVED BIOLOGY.NOT THAT MUCH IN ALEVELS,BUT HIGH SCHOOL,YEAP.

BUT THE process of getting there,walao.

I HATE STUDYING.LIKE REALLY.EXCEPT IF ITS MATHS LA.

INTERESTING SIKIT.

I THINK I KINDA GOT TRAUMATISED AFTER SPM.

AFTER ALL THE STUDYING,GETTIN BAD RESULTS.

I GUESS IM KINDA SCARED TO NERD,COS IM SCARED of failure.

BUT NAH,ENOUGH OF MAKING EXCUSES!

I SHALL NERD MY ASS OFF.

AND BE....DR.GRISELDA PEARL SOMEDAY.

OR DOCTOR PEARL.SOUNDS GREAT EH?

PERASAN!

BACK TO ALEVELS,WELL.

MAYBE IF I WENT BACK TO 2010,AND WAS BRAVE ENOUGH,I WOULD HAVE DONE..

MASS COMM.OR JOURNALISM.

ANYTHING THAT involves lotsa TALKING,meeting FAMOUS OR ORDINARY PEOLPLE,INTERVIEWING THEM,HOSTING A COOK SHOW,PLANNING AKON'S CONCERT IN MALAYSIA,AND YEAH.

YOU GET WHAT I MEAN.

BUT SINCE I AM ALREADY IN THIS,

GOD'S WILL BE DONE:)

2011,BE NICE.